TALKING ABOUT CONSEQUENCES
I want to use my words right now to thank whoever decided to make consequences part of our lives, that was a wise decision. A night of the one I want to forget a few things (like throwing up), I decided to taste a little bit of how does live the people that spend their lives living throw the pleasure of the senses and I won’t deny I had fun, so much that I considered to live like that for ever, and only that night I understood why Dorian Gray took the way he took in his life.
To do whatever it takes to give pleasure to our senses works pretty good for a while but then… other things happened like consequences and sometimes they aren’t so bad but the feeling that it leaves you is awful, I mean when you get drunk, the next day isn’t very fun, but is not only the headache and stomachache is this feeling of emptiness, like that night didn’t really give you anything I mean you wonder if it was worth it, and well, in my case it wasn’t that much, I really regret of a lot of things I did under the influences of alcohol.
At the end I think that I’m just not for that kind of life I’ll always stick to the rules and good behavior, and that’s why I thank for the consequences, a life without them doesn't work for me, thanks to those consequences I learned how much I should drink (or that I shouldn’t drink at all) and now I don’t feel like a stupid just because I don’t party as much as every people I know, and now I don’t mind if people call me boring I’m who I am, and I’m not a party girl and my organism remembers me that.
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